"reality of love" lyrics

Warm coffee, sweet whiskey
You in my bed
Cold-hearted, arguments started
Now I wish you were dead
We had memories on memories
Now you're a memory in my head
Thought we knew better to fight
Now we're both hanging by a thread

I never questioned if you loved me
'Cause I always thought you did
Guess you were good at lying
Now it's you I can't forgive
And everything's been torn down
Done after you
But I still wish that someday
You'll come back around

Long walks in New York City
Cliche love at last
To bruises on my neck
From every time that you got mad
We'd kiss for hours and take hot showers
Yeah, I'd say we might have fell in love
Till you'd wind up in bed with a stranger
And I'd be out of luck

I never questioned if you loved me
'Cause I always thought you did
Guess you were good at lying
Now it's you I can't forgive
And everything's been torn down
Done after you
But I still wish that someday
You'll come back around