"too little, too often" lyrics

At night, I'd smoke me a cigarette
And coke right off of the table
And I started seeing silhouettes
Did blues on broken stilettos
And I'm such a fraud on the internet
I lost myself in the making
There's so much gold that I could've had
That I'll never get

And I'm breathing, still breathing
But I'm bleeding out
I'm getting weak and getting old
I'm getting high but getting low

All of the people that I know
They're getting loved
I'm getting drunk

I'm getting sick the more I live
I'll get a chance and burn the bridge
All of the things I could've been
I'm not enough
I never was, no

(I'm not enough, I never was)
(I'm not enough, I never was)
(I'm not enough, I never was)
(I'm not enough, I never was)

Sometimes I fall, then fall out of it
But every once in a blue moon
I'll meet someone that I can't forget
And that's when my world ends

So I'll go back to my old ways
And sleep in someone's bed, 'cause
The only time I feel pretty's when
When I'm having sex

And I'm breathing, still breathing
But I'm bleeding out
I'm getting weak and getting old
I'm getting high but getting low

All of the people that I know
They're getting loved
I'm getting drunk

I'm getting sick the more I live
I'll get a chance and burn the bridge
All of the things I could've been
I'm not enough
I never was, no

(I'm not enough, I never was)
(I'm not enough, I never was)
(I'm not enough, I never was)
(I'm not enough, I never was)