"Alone" lyrics
I need a little sunshine, and less rain
I been tryna self medicate to take away the pain
Haven't slept in 3 days ain't been sober since May
I been back up on my bullshit think I needa make a change
Thought I found a new shorty but she caught up on her ex
I just want her to be happy so I'm focused on what's next
All this money keep calling I don't care about a check
Like these people say they do but wouldn't care if I was dead
I don't really give a fuck though
Cause I'm still putting up a front though
Like my heart my cold but I don't know
Why the fuck I can't show
Everything I think and I just can't go
Back to the way it used to be no
I can't let em know that I been slipping
And temptation getting to me shit I wish that it was different
I know ima go out like my idols and they'll say the miss me
Y'all don't motherfucking miss me tell me who the fuck you kidding
All these people know me now but I'm feeling so alone
I keep staring at my phone like somebody finna call
But I keep burning all these bridges
And no matter how I feel I never had the heart to go and tell anybody I miss em I don't know
Tell me why I'm so alone
I know this the path I chose I'm supposed to walk this road
But I feel I'm losing hope and I don't know how I could cope
Sometimes I feel like ima fold
And I don't think nobody knows
They want me to play a role
For too long I played along
I don't know if ima last
Used to be afraid to crash
Now my foot is on the gas
And everything been moving fast
I don't really give a fuck though
Cause I'm still putting up a front though
Like my heart my cold but I don't know
Why the fuck I can't show
Everything I think and I just can't go
Back to the way it used to be no
I been tryna self medicate to take away the pain
Haven't slept in 3 days ain't been sober since May
I been back up on my bullshit think I needa make a change
Thought I found a new shorty but she caught up on her ex
I just want her to be happy so I'm focused on what's next
All this money keep calling I don't care about a check
Like these people say they do but wouldn't care if I was dead
I don't really give a fuck though
Cause I'm still putting up a front though
Like my heart my cold but I don't know
Why the fuck I can't show
Everything I think and I just can't go
Back to the way it used to be no
I can't let em know that I been slipping
And temptation getting to me shit I wish that it was different
I know ima go out like my idols and they'll say the miss me
Y'all don't motherfucking miss me tell me who the fuck you kidding
All these people know me now but I'm feeling so alone
I keep staring at my phone like somebody finna call
But I keep burning all these bridges
And no matter how I feel I never had the heart to go and tell anybody I miss em I don't know
Tell me why I'm so alone
I know this the path I chose I'm supposed to walk this road
But I feel I'm losing hope and I don't know how I could cope
Sometimes I feel like ima fold
And I don't think nobody knows
They want me to play a role
For too long I played along
I don't know if ima last
Used to be afraid to crash
Now my foot is on the gas
And everything been moving fast
I don't really give a fuck though
Cause I'm still putting up a front though
Like my heart my cold but I don't know
Why the fuck I can't show
Everything I think and I just can't go
Back to the way it used to be no
