"Come Down" lyrics

I tried to tell you I been running, running from a past life I ain't dealt with
Can't open my heart at all, and I know I seem so selfish
Conversations I haven't had, she wanna fill the void, she don't know the half
Don't wanna talk about it, I'd rather sit and laugh, and reminisce on what ain't coming back

I know you wanna be the one for me
And honestly I wish you were you too
But I'm too caught in the past tense
And my soul's scarred, I'm bad news
Hate the way that I shut down
This high life got a come down
And the people that were there for me when I need most don't come 'round

Bridges burn and my dreams too
Can't say the words that I need you
There's a lot of words that I need to
When your heart hurts, mine bleeds too
But I'm still the one that's gonna leave you

I hate the way that I contradict
These conversations in my own head always leave me with no confidence
I know it's seeming like common sense
But these simple tasks feel so immense
Overthink 'til I sit and burn in my own head, it gets so intense

Shut it down before it happens to me
Probably scarred from what happened to me
And the worst part is that I know better
But these bad things are like habits to me
Always looking for the bad end, seems like bad times got a magnet to me
So I shut it down before it begins
I know it's wrong, but I pretend
I live my life with no pretense
Head first to the deep end
If you dive in, you can't sink then
So I dive in, I'm still sinking

I try to step, I'm falling
But I keep moving forward
I keep it up regardless
Guess I'll try it in the morning

I try to step, I'm falling
But I keep moving forward
I keep it up regardless
Guess I'll try it in the morning