"Hopeless" lyrics

Trapped up in my mind man I think I'm losing it
They think I beat depression but I'm still going through with it
And I probably will forever
Cause whenever the weather seems to get a bit better, my happiness gets severed
It's been months
And I have no motivation
I've been staring at the ceiling from the morning to the day end
Hoping that this pains ends, don't know if I can take it
Lately feel like chasing dreams, only ever chasing pavements

Prescription pills just so I don't have to feel
I've been drowning in this liquor, I don't know if I can chill
Guess I got a lot of voids that I really need to fill
Cause after everything that I've gotten, I just feel so empty still
Its a-nother day I feel exactly the same, trapped in a daze holding on for happier days
Wonder why the hell it had it go and happen this way
My happiness fades, and then its right back to the pain
That's another rello that gets ash in the tray
I'm getting so sick and tired of always acting okay
Afraid to go and ask for help, they say it's all in my brain
If it's been 10 years, how the fuck this a phase?
I swear that no one really gets it
And I know that life is precious, I'm still breathing for a reason
I'm just trying to spread my message
It's for every single person that says that they are feeling helpless
I swear that you're not alone, just know that I really get it

All these people say they love me, I just wish I loved myself
Popping bottle and my problems I don't trust enough to tell
And even if I did, I doubt there is someone that can help
I've been living with my demons, feel like I've been stuck in hell
And I don't know when everything will change
I hope I see a time I don't feel hopeless every day
Life is moving fast, I watch it pass and I just ask
How can I enjoy the ride when I'm too afraid to crash?