"Past Life" lyrics
I don't really wanna talk about it
Honestly, I'm better off without it
I try and run, but I'm still surrounded
In my head, I just keep on drowning
Memories of you seem so cloudy
I forget about the pain around me
I remember all the pain when you ain't around me
Blue skies look gray when you ain't around me
I don't know why you change everything about me
I can't even say all the ways that you made me happy
I'd dive into flames just to make you happy
But I know me and you just can't be happy
I don't, know
I don't know why you been in my head
Every single time I tell myself I'm done again
And every time you say you hate me end up in my bed
I know your actions never matchin' what your words said
When I met you felt like it was for the second time
I swear to God I think I knew you in a past life
Tell me why I know it's wrong, but it feels right
Tell me why you visit me in my dreams every night
I don't know why I can't forget about all the times that we shared
You told me that you don't wanna be falling in love again 'cause every time that you fall you're too scared
I saw your baggage, and I didn't care
'Cause we all got demons that we never share
No matter the problem or time that you're calling, I told you I promised I'd always be there
And that I cared
But you think that I'ma be just like your ex
So you shut it down before I even mess
Up in your head, you're already convinced
That I'll do the same 'cause you got it from him
It's 'bout where we goin', and not where we been
We build these walls just to not let them in
And I'll break 'em down just so I can begin
You shouldn't burn bridges until you can swim
I see your face on like every page when I sit down to write
God, you stay on my brain, it's like your love a light
I get burned by your flame, and it always burns bright
Just like I'm gasoline
The passion is sane, and it cannot be tamed
When we come together, there's beauty in pain
But when we apart, it should probably stay
'Cause sometimes our destinies cannot be changed
Honestly, I'm better off without it
I try and run, but I'm still surrounded
In my head, I just keep on drowning
Memories of you seem so cloudy
I forget about the pain around me
I remember all the pain when you ain't around me
Blue skies look gray when you ain't around me
I don't know why you change everything about me
I can't even say all the ways that you made me happy
I'd dive into flames just to make you happy
But I know me and you just can't be happy
I don't, know
I don't know why you been in my head
Every single time I tell myself I'm done again
And every time you say you hate me end up in my bed
I know your actions never matchin' what your words said
When I met you felt like it was for the second time
I swear to God I think I knew you in a past life
Tell me why I know it's wrong, but it feels right
Tell me why you visit me in my dreams every night
I don't know why I can't forget about all the times that we shared
You told me that you don't wanna be falling in love again 'cause every time that you fall you're too scared
I saw your baggage, and I didn't care
'Cause we all got demons that we never share
No matter the problem or time that you're calling, I told you I promised I'd always be there
And that I cared
But you think that I'ma be just like your ex
So you shut it down before I even mess
Up in your head, you're already convinced
That I'll do the same 'cause you got it from him
It's 'bout where we goin', and not where we been
We build these walls just to not let them in
And I'll break 'em down just so I can begin
You shouldn't burn bridges until you can swim
I see your face on like every page when I sit down to write
God, you stay on my brain, it's like your love a light
I get burned by your flame, and it always burns bright
Just like I'm gasoline
The passion is sane, and it cannot be tamed
When we come together, there's beauty in pain
But when we apart, it should probably stay
'Cause sometimes our destinies cannot be changed
