"Grave" lyrics

Yesterday I picked up lunch in the valley
Drove by the last time we were still happy
Being over there felt like leaving my body
Mmmm
Would always haunt me

I wish I could call you so I could hear you
Tell me that I'm not insane
How do you keep on going without going under
And live your life like we don't love each other
You said things you never thoughts say
And you're lucky you're lucky you're lucky
I'll take that shit to my grave
I'll take that shit to my grave

Do you still think about it?
When you're up late at night
And she's sleeping
Do you think about me
You saw it all almost fall before you
So you're running back to your old patterns
Your old way of doing things

And I wish I could call you so I could hear you
Tell me that I'm not insane
How do you keep on going without going under
And live your life like we don't love each other
You said things you never thought you'd say
And you're lucky you're lucky you're lucky
I'll take that shit to my grave
You're lucky you're lucky you're lucky
I'll take that shit to my grave
I'll take that shit to my grave

All american girl had to make me the villain
Such a public display
You're lucky, I'll take some this shit to my grave
I could take you down if I wanted to
And I want to sometimes