"Holding All These Lies" lyrics

Do you really want to see?
I don't think I can take this anymore
Do you wanna even I am nothing
I'm disgusting and so much more

Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've been to
This is the time for truth and pain

Do you really want to see the
Torment hatred of this world
Hand in a book and I believed it
All it brought me was pain and more

Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've been to
This is the time for truth and pain

Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've I been to
This is the time for truth and pain

I believe, I believe

Holding all these lies I told you
Holding all the lies I told you
Holding all these lies I told you
Holding all these lies I told you
Lies I told you....

Holding all the lies I told you
Feeling like somehow I spoiled you
Dying is a trial I've been to
This is the time for truth and pain

Truth is pain
Truth is pain
Truth is pain
Truth is pain
Truth is pain

I believe
I never meant to hurt you
I believe
I never meant to ?? you
I believe
I never meant to hurt you
I believe
I never meant to hurt you