"Big Dumb Rocket" lyrics

I've never seen your breath before
but I'm disgusted by the thought of
waiting anymore
If I look up in your eyes
will you notice me or notice it or
fade into this accident
I don't want to find
the big dumb rocket on your mind
its mostly you & mostly me
and a tired gun that's not empty

I've never been this sad before
but I'm disgusted by my fingertips
and what they've done
if I look into your eyes
if it must be true you must believe
I've never held such violent things
I've never talked to God before tonight
but I'm disgusted by...