"Disaster" lyrics

If you need me I'll be out with the night.
If you need me I'll be up with the moon.
Watch me changing as you turn out the light.
Watch me changing as I leave your cocoon.
I'm like a ghost, a vampire in the mirror,
You're the beast that's waiting to feed.
Lord of the flies you think that you are the leader.
You act so big and watch it bleed.

How can I change, when you're the disaster?
(Disaster, you fucking disaster)
How can I let go? I'm not holding on.
(Disaster, you fucking disaster)
Every time I stand, you pull me down, down.
How can I change, when you're the disaster?
(Disaster, you fucking disaster)

Because you need me like a throat needs a knife.
You're the cross, and I am Jesus Christ.
I am the corpse, you are the maggots inside me.
Now it's time to give up the fight.

Cut it out, get the abortion.
Cut it up, just feed my organs.
Shoot it up, cut through the bullshit.
Making love to her cadaver.
Like I said, I had to stab her.
My heart can't get much blacker.

How can I change, when you're the disaster?
(Disaster, you fucking disaster)
How can I let go? I'm not holding on.
(Disaster, you fucking disaster)
Every time I stand, you pull me down, down.
How can I change, when you're the disaster?
(Disaster, you fucking disaster)

Disaster. Call me all the things you wanna...
You think I don't know.
Oh bastard, you got me started
But what do I know?

Whoa...

How can I change, when you're the disaster?
(Disaster, you fucking disaster)
How can I let go? I'm not holding on.
(Disaster, you fucking disaster)
Every time I stand, you pull me down, down.
How can I change, when you're the disaster?
(Disaster, you fucking disaster)