"Forgiveness" lyrics

Late nights, riding solo through the city lights
Got your name in my phone but I won't type
Too much pride, too much pain in my chest
Trying to love you right but you left me a mess
And my dogs ain't around like they used to be
Same block, same streets, but it's new to me
We was dreaming about money, now it's memories
Now I'm on my downfall, but I'm used to it

You feeling out of place
I didn't notice the tears was falling, I just wipe my face
I done lost a million things but I ain't lost my faith
I smoke the whole zip to the brain, I ain't break down no eighth
Tryna cut my Xans so I went PM on my Tylenol
Had to pick my heat up, it's this DNA, turn my lighter on
They ain't shot at me with a reason, then I would not lie to y'all
Can't even believe he got away, he say he shot my dog

Nigga, DUH
We gon' get that bih, I can't go for nothing lesser
I got bible on the dash, I got big racks on the dresser
I got shit ain't never had, this special coupe light as a feather
I know niggas woke up mad cuz my bitch bad and my bitch pressure
Got a new mans, ou she dumb
The one who did it, he look like a bum
When we stepping, it look like I'm hunting
I'm on my village, you play with that money
I can lean back on my dawgs, we bunches
We get that pack and them stamp it on pon it
Now they know she wanted a son
How you speak on it, you've never done it?

I miss my dog, yeah I miss my brother
Streets done broke my heart like many times, it's all love still
I keep mixing trauma with my drugs, my battle uphill
Way too many nights I'm forced to sleep, I had enough pills
Darling, I'm up for real
Been doing this shit for about a decade, I've been up for years
Got overflow, my cup loaded, darling, that want to spill
My brother made it, took two shots to the head and he here

You feeling out of place
I didn't notice the tears was falling, I just wipe my face
I done lost a million things but I ain't lost my faith
I smoke the whole zip to the brain, I ain't break down no eighth
Tryna cut my Xans so I went PM on my Tylenol
Had to pick my heat up, it's this DNA, turn my lighter on
They ain't shot at me with a reason, then I would not lie to y'all
Can't even believe he got away, he say he shot my dog
My dog...

We talk digits, we talk numbers, I talk calculate
She say, "Why boy, how you get here?" cuz I'm highly favored
I watch for snakes, I keep my grass low and take care of my neighbors
She think I'm talking to myself, but I'm mumbling prayers
I got to go harder
I swear this shit a blessing, I just had a daughter
Been switching on my mental these days, I'm a father
Until the day I die, you know you got all of my love
I'm done

You feeling out of place
I didn't notice the tears was falling, I just wipe my face
I done lost a million things but I ain't lost my faith
I smoke the whole zip to the brain, I ain't break down no eighth
Tryna cut my Xans so I went PM on my Tylenol
Had to pick my heat up, it's this DNA, turn my lighter on
They ain't shot at me with a reason, then I would not lie to y'all
Can't even believe he got away, he say he shot my dog
My dog...

I miss my dog, yeah I miss my brother
Streets done broke my heart like many times, it's all love still
I keep mixing trauma with my drugs, my battle uphill
Way too many nights I'm forced to sleep, I had enough pills
Darling, I'm up for real
Been doing this shit for about a decade, I've been up for years
Got overflow, my cup loaded, darling, that want to spill
My brother made it, took two shots to the head and he here