"Falling" lyrics

Please tell me why
I'm holding on for my life
Up and away though the night
I'm tryna search for the light
Falling apart yeah my brain in a fight
Falling to fright
Numbin' the pain that's inside
I'm doing fine
Scattered that's outside the lines
Scribblin' circles and watchin' in time
Stress been incline yuh
Sky getting darker I look at the stars
Thinkin' bout my life, like damn it's getting so hard
Sick of this place I might fly out to Mars
World could be ours
Remember I gave you that car
Remember I gave you my heart
Then you just crushed it when I had no God
Fallin' apart
Broken I'm all into shards
(Broken I'm all into shards)
The clouds are falling into patterns
Mystery and madness
People go crazy from panic
She stole my heart like a bandit
But that's okay I will manage
One day my feelings will vanish
Abracadabra they gone like some magic
Pickin up habits
Love being numb I'm an addict
Cause when I feel I'm the saddest
I'm craving happy so cut all the malice
Cut all the evil
Let's just get peaceful
Smoke sour diesel
Pain has been lethel
Hoppin these fences we do what's illegal
Yeah we still kids but remember we people
Stabbing my back like they pulled out a needle
I'm not afraid of my death
I'm not afraid of the end
I need an outlet to vent
I'm seeing days that I dread
Faces that hide in cement
Shadows that come in the sand
I'm losin' trapped where I am
Friendship is switching again
This didn't go how I planned
Calm but they claimin revenge
Demons that come through the pen, can't comprehend
I've got a life I'm gon' fend

Tell me why, I'm falling
Tell me why, I'm broken
Tell me why, I need you
Tell me why, I miss you
Tell me why, I'm falling
Tell me why