"Bipolar Love" lyrics

I just wish that you ain't go and play them games like you did
I just wish that you would tell me that it is what it is
Left my heart so cold, but it's all cool I'm back on my shit
And I knew that life get hard, but I ain't think it get like this
Said every minute, every second, every day, I
Every minute, every second, every day, I
I try to leave it in the past to make my way out
Try to keep my circle small, but it don't ever stay wrong
Putting up a fight, no
Said I'm too strong, can't let them see me cry, no
I ain't gon' lie, it eat me up inside, no
The long days end up sleepless nights
So if you say that you love me, then say it like you mean it baby
Cause if I say that I love you then there ain't no other meaning baby
So if I give you my heart then I trust you say you can keep it baby
Emotionally scarred, don't play around, said I'm a demon, aye
I may need some fixing, I may need some love
I may need the deacon, I may need these drugs
Your love is my weakness, got me in the deep end
Can't swim so I'm sinking

Sometimes I wish that I never really had a heart
With all this pain I been dealing, healing these battle scars
No you ain't innocent, lil baby know you played your part
Bi-polar love, bi-polar love

(Bi-polar love, bi-polar love)
(Bi-polar love, bi-polar love)

(I may need some fixing, I may need some love
I may need the deacon, I may need these drugs
Your love is my weakness, got me in the deep end
Can't swim so I'm sinking)