"Ashes" lyrics

There's the ashes from the bridges I've burned
I thought that maybe you've learned
I thought that maybe you tried your luck and swam
The distance between us just ain't fair
The smoke is filling the air
I can't see you anywhere
So I'ma dive right in

Okay, I've been all alone in silence (In silence)
Broke down somewhere in a motel lobby (Motel lobby)
Some say lookin' like a worn out zombie
Propane underneath to heat cold bodies
Stood right there as you went like a ghost (Like a ghost)
Left my love in the pitch black and cold (Black and cold)
Ask myself what did I do so wrong (So wrong)
To make you hate what I've become?

Like no way
Never really ever had a soul to save
Never really ever learned to go away
But you're at the end of every path I take
So I say

There's the ashes from the bridges I burned
I thought that maybe you've learned
I thought that maybe you tried your luck and swam
The distance between us just ain't fair
The smoke is filling the air
I can't see you anywhere
So I'ma dive right in

I don't wanna lie, if I could pick a side
I would take yours every single time (every single time)
'Cause you've been on my mind
And I just wanna try, (I just wanna try), to figure out if I
Could put aside my pride
And before you leave just don't forget
All of this hell on Earth, is Heaven sent
If I could break every bone to show you that
This won't change for us

Like no way
Never really ever had a soul to save
Never really ever learned to go away
But you're at the end of every path I take
So I say
No (No) way
Never really ever had a soul to save
Never really ever learned to go away
But you're at the end of every path I take
So I say

There's the ashes from the bridges I burned
I thought that maybe you've learned
I thought that maybe you tried your luck and swam
The distance between us just ain't fair
The smoke is filling the air
I can't see you anywhere
So I'ma dive right in