"DOES GOD HOLD GRUDGES?" lyrics

Of all the things I said
Hold your breath
I'm just hanging out to dry
In my bed rotting dead
Focused on your rolling eyes

And I know and I know and I know and I know and I know
I'm such a drag
And I know and I know and I know and I know and I know
It's cardiac
And I know and I know and I know and I know and I know
I take it back
I take it back

Of all the things I said
I was just another one
Turning off the light?
Then fuck me like you wanted to
Like everything had almost
Brought you back again
It could have would have
Almost was and should have been
But it never is

Does god hold a grudge?
The things I've done
All in fear of getting old
And being young
Well young enough
I don't wanna die alone

And I know and I know and I know and I know and I know
I'm such a drag
And I know and I know and I know and I know and I know
It's cardiac
And I know and I know and I know and I know and I know
I take it back
I take it back

Of all the things I said
I was just another one
Turning off the light?
Then fuck me like you wanted to
Like everything had almost
Brought you back again
It could have would have
Almost was and should have been
But it never is