"freak" lyrics

I took a shot to the head last week
I'm a paranoid freak
I keep drivin' 'round the city at the same damn speed
Thinkin' one day you might show up when I go
And I try to lie and say that I'm not insane
But I keep on playin' the same damn games
Thinkin' one day shit might be different, it won't

When it's real then it's not, and you don't wanna stop, uh
I remember when we had the same damn problems
I'ma say the same things 'til you feel the same way
Even when it hurts you, I'm gon' put you in the same grave
Oh wait, I'm sorry, I tried to warn you
I really want you to see me when I'm honest
I needed somethin' different, well until I didn't
And I know I shouldn't be here with you

Girl, you mobbin', proper
In and out of anywhere
You poppin', sobbin'
Even when my heart is at an auction, childish
You don't give a fuck about me

I took a shot to the head last week
I'm a paranoid freak
I keep drivin' 'round the city at the same damn speed
Thinkin' one day you might show up when I go
And I try to lie and say that I'm not insane
But I keep on playin' the same damn games
Thinkin' one day shit might be different, it won't

Girl, you mobbin', proper
In and out of anywhere
You poppin', sobbin'
Even when my heart is at an auction, childish
You don't give a fuck about me

I took a shot to the head last week
I'm a paranoid freak
I keep drivin' 'round the city at the same damn speed
Thinkin' one day you might show up when I go
And I try to lie and say that I'm not insane
But I keep on playin' the same damn games
Thinkin' one day shit might be different, it won't