"perfect feeling" lyrics

Stay up, wake up
Haven't seen the sun since ten, babe
They all hate us
The ceiling's been my only fuckin' friend, yeah
On and on, we go on and on
It sounds an awful lot like hell, yeah, yeah
Stain us, stay numb
My misery will always pay the rent, baby

Twenty thousand on my teeth
The devil tells me this shit's bleak
There's somethin' fuckin' wrong with me
I'll hang myself 'til I feel free

All I try to find is that perfect feeling
All my friends are fine, they're just busy sleepin'
I don't care if this shit kills
You're never there when shit gets real, so
All I'm tryna find is that perfect feeling

Maybe it'll make sense, maybe it won't
I don't remember what I did, but there's blood on my clothes
I haven't seen you in a week, God came with a warning
I'm happy I'm alive, but shit it's boring

Cigarette burn on my cheek
My swimming pool is six feet deep
The water's cold but so are we
Don't give one fuck if I can't breathe

All I try to find is that perfect feeling
All my friends are fine, they're just busy sleepin'
I don't care if this shit kills
You're never there when shit gets real, so
All I'm tryna find is that perfect feeling

Yeah

All I try to find is that perfect feeling
All my friends are fine, they're just busy sleepin'
I don't care if this shit kills
You're never there when shit gets real, so
All I'm tryna find is that perfect feeling

Yeah