"Break My Heart" lyrics

The numbers, what do they mean?
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Hey, don't know where I'm supposed to go, oh

I'm so tired, I'm so lonely
All I ever do is whine
Always worried about what's above me
Will I even have the time?
But I know you hear me, I gave you a sign
Read my mind, read between the lines
Can we shine? Shivers down my spine
You rip me apart, but I'll get it right

When my low, wasn't enough
When it comes to low, fucking it up
All my heart, spilled it out for you
Please don't start, I was looking out for you
I was always there, you never cared
You left me stranded, I was so scared

Every day it gets worse and I don't know how to fight it
I do these drugs to cope with pain, I just want to hide it

Ask myself what I'm looking for, oh
'Cause the journey in life is a long, long road
I've been working for years but got nothing to show
I've been working for years, and I'm still fucking broke

When my low, wasn't enough
When it comes to low, fucking it up
All my heart, spilled it out for you
Please don't start, I was looking out for you
I was always there, you never cared
You left me stranded, I was so scared
(I was so scared)