"Spirited Away" lyrics

I see so much when I see you
A blessing reflection, I just wanna be you
When I'm feeling down, I talk to myself and my friends
I learn from mistakes, I'm falling in love with my sins
Perfect ain't the type of life I'm living, and I never will
I'm flawed, but I try
Fumble words, and I'm really tryna find a better way
I hope you realize, hey

Outta my cave, I come
Pray for the day and run
Man, I just met all my demons
I had a load of fun
Man, I just saw myself
I had to peace me up
My ego been calling my phone
I hope it don't eat me up, yeah

On the real
You know, I got my vices, on the real
No, I ain't always nice, but I'm always real
It's gon' take me some time
To break off my pride

But I'm learning to show up
Learning to slow up
Learning to say what I feel, instead of a blow up
I'm tryna grow up
Ain't gonna flip it and act like you trippin', it's time that I own up, yeah

So, I'm finding any reason to detach
Guess I gotta get some healing from the past
Life a ride and ain't nobody got a map
I'm just tryna kick my feet up on the dash
Looking for the light, I need it bad, yeah, mhmm

So, outta my cave, I come
Pray for the day and run
Man, I just met all my demons
I had a load of fun
Man, I just saw myself
I had to peace me up
My ego been calling my phone
I hope it don't eat me up

Promise, I'm unfazed
No games, all gains, I'm changing
I fall, but my wrongs ain't gon' make me
No games, all gains, I'm changing
I'm changing

So, outta my cave, I come
Man, I just met all my demons
Man, I just saw myself
My ego been calling my phone
I hope it don't eat me up