"Bad Investment" lyrics

I'm so done with pretending
But I'm in too deep, it's cemented
Now you really think I meant it
I'm trapped in hell, you in heaven
But I don't got a heart to end it
You the gasoline I'm drenched in
All good things crash in the ending
No, the time ain't worth the investment

So tell me why I invest?
Feel like it's chains 'round my neck
My body filled up with stress
Need something to take off the edge
Something to clean off this mess
No, don't tell me I'm blessed
I feel like I'm possessed, yeah
Don't wait for me, don't hold your breath
Because every time I try right, know I go left
And every time I try speaking, y'all go deaf
And yeah this shit way too real, it's not no flex

I'm so done with pretending
But I'm in too deep, it's cemented
Now you really think I meant it
I'm trapped in hell, you in heaven
But I don't got a heart to end it
You the gasoline I'm drenched in
All good things crash in the ending
No, the time ain't worth the investment

A lotta shit on the line
I tell you lie after lie
I hope that you'll never find
And when you do, don't ask why
Just know that I got my reasons
Baby I got my reasons
Think you better off leaving, yeah
Don't wait for me, don't hold your breath
Because every time I try right, know I go left
And every time I try speaking, y'all go deaf
And yeah this shit way too real, it's not no flex

I'm so done with pretending
But I'm in too deep, it's cemented
Now you really think I meant it
I'm trapped in hell, you in heaven
But I don't got a heart to end it
You the gasoline I'm drenched in
All good things crash in the ending
No, the time ain't worth the investment