"High Alert" lyrics

What's my worth?
Nice guys finish last, I'm in first
Wait, wait, wait, time reverse
You would always gas me, now I'm the worst
Feel like I've been cursed
My anxiety is keeping me on high alert
When my time emerge
I'll be sure to burst, like fireworks

Chasin', chasin'
Runnin' out of patience, I don't ever say shit
I'm so wasted
You can leave me vacant, I'll find a replacement
You don't ever make sense
You were never one for being blatant
I could smell the cap on the fragrance
Through the white dress, I see satan
Pierce me with your eyes like lasik
You are what my energy is drained in
Shawty is a whole lot to take in
Tell me that it's worth it and it's painless

What's my worth?
Nice guys finish last, I'm in first
Wait, wait, wait, time reverse
You would always gas me, now I'm the worst
Feel like I've been cursed
My anxiety is keeping me on high alert
When my time emerge
I'll be sure to burst, like fireworks