"Catastrophe Awaits" lyrics

I tried to reconcile that night
Suppress the anger in a pill I'd rather
Throw away, than numb it out
I'm gonna honor this emotional fallout

Catastrophe awaits
My sanity's at stake
These words are tough to hear
I'm acting out of fear

I used to bristle at the words you said
They remind me of a time I used to
Bottle up, to hold it down
It's no wonder that I never stuck around

Catastrophe awaits
My sanity's at stake
These words are tough to hear
I'm acting out of a childish, self-made fear

Live in a moment
The past mistakes can suffocate
It's hard to breathe in this awkward war of words
It's so hard, live in a moment
The past mistakes can suffocate me
It's hard to breathe in this awkward war of words

Starting to think I'm in a better place
It took some time to realize the threshold
Pain of mind is what I don't take light
I'd rather run away than stick around and fight

Catastrophe awaits
My sanity's at stake
These words are tough to hear
I'm acting out of a childish, self-made fear

Live in a moment
The past mistakes can suffocate
It's hard to breathe in this awkward war of words

I'm moving on
This time I'm moving on, whoa-oh
I'm moving on

Live in a moment
The past mistakes can suffocate
It's hard to breathe in this awkward war of words

I'm moving on
This time I'm moving on, whoa-oh
I'm moving on