"Inside Myself" lyrics

I thought I'd take a look inside myself
Where I see it clear and nothing else
My mind is full of ugly memories
But we both know and hear you me
I used to think about the greatest things
Now I know the truth and its bothering me
I have it this problem so many times before
I now I won't let my guard down anymore

I was wrong and I'll admit it
I'll make a hole and crawl right in it
I wont get out until I'm ready
Keep my thoughts from straying

My empty memories will fade away
I'm reminded of a darker day
But when I fell in love it felt so great
But it all collapsed in my own grave
You drove all this way
You called me on the phone
I tried my best to be last to know
We talked all night

I was wrong and I'll admit it
I'll make a hole and crawl right in it
I wont get out until I'm ready
Keep my thoughts from straying

I thought I'd take a look inside myself
Where I see it clear and nothing else
My mind is full of ugly memories
But we both know and hear you me
I used to think about the greatest things
Now I know the truth and its bothering me
I have it this problem so many times before
I now I won't let my guard down anymore