"apart" lyrics

She used to tell me I should leave from my heart (My heart)
It was the only thing that set me apart
And so from there, that's all I wanted to do (Do)
You gonna hear it when I'm telling the truth (Ahh)
Run, running, running, going faster
Oh-so close to living a disaster
Still searching for happy ever after (After)
'Til I found out now that none of that exists

I always knew that I'd be doing this since I was a kid
Can't imagine what I'd do or who the fuck I would've been
My teachers told me that I'm special, and they never were wrong
'Cause life's a rhythm, but I always try to make it a song
(I remember when you were falling in love)
Been feeling otherwise, like heaven above
You fucking left me 'cause I wasn't enough (Enough)
I thought I'd have you back, but then I gave up (Up)
Time heals all, I guess I'm still waiting
I just still don't know what I'm chasing
I got wishes that I'm still making
Hope one day I'll give, and you'll take it
In a world where I know that you'll be my girl
Love is war, and she's taking over the world
I could be anything that you want me to be
Live your life how you want, do it naturally
If I had one more breath I would [?], say your name
Pray to God this will work, or else I'm going insane
I was dead, then alive, when it was you and I
Carry me to a place where I won't run away

(She used to tell me I should leave from my heart)
It was the only thing that set me apart
And so from there, that's all I wanted to do (Do)
You gonna hear it when I'm telling the truth (Ah)
Run, running, running, going faster
Oh-so close to living a disaster
Still searching for happy ever after
'Til I found out now that none of that exists (Ooh)