"feel something at all" lyrics

I woke up sick again, took more medicine
I never know when to quit
Up all night again, nothing's making sense
There's something wrong with my head

If I'm being honest, I love the feel of falling
Everything's the same in the end
So I turn something to nothing
Fingers crossed it haunts me
Everything's the same in the end

I'm obsessed with the mess
Yeah, there's beauty in the stress
Build it up, burn it down
Watch it settle on the ground
Take the good with the bad
I'll take anything you have
If it makes me feel something
Makes me feel something at all
Something at all
Take the good with the bad
I'll take anything you have
If it makes me feel something
Makes me feel something at all

Blame it all on me, trash the masterpiece
Just to see if it's real
Kill my empathy just to watch it bleed
It's all rinse and repeat

I'm obsessed with the mess
Yeah, there's beauty in the stress
Build it up, burn it down
Watch it settle on the ground
Take the good with the bad
I'll take anything you have
If it makes me feel something
Makes me feel something at all
Something at all
Take the good with the bad
I'll take anything you have
If it makes me feel something
Makes me feel something at all

If I'm being honest, I love the feel of falling
Everything's the same in the end
So I turn something to nothing
Fingers crossed it haunts me
Everything's the same in the end

I'm obsessed with the mess
Yeah, there's beauty in distress
Build it up, burn it down
Watch it settle on the ground
Take the good with the bad
I'll take anything you have
If it makes me feel something
Makes me feel something at all
Something at all
Take the good with the bad
I'll take anything you have
If it makes me feel something
Makes me feel something at all