"Dissociation" lyrics

I'm drifting
There's nothing here but distance
There's no one here to listen
Perfect vision
It's hard to trust in my position
I can't forget what's been forgiven

Cause I just need an escape
I pray I find my way
Before I suffocate

I've been lost for some time
And I just can't get out my mind
I feel like I've been trapped inside

I know I'll never make it home
My demons won't leave me alone
But I have to live this life I chose

Disconnected
And no one ever gets the message
It's hard to see from my perspective
Emotionally imperceptive
Cause in the end, these drugs are all I'm left with
The end is something I've accepted

Cause I just need an escape
I pray I find my way
Before I suffocate

I've been lost for some time
And I just can't get out my mind
I feel like I've been trapped inside

I know I'll never make it home
My demons won't leave me alone
But I have to live this life I chose

Won't, they won't
They won't leave me alone, alone
No, no
Leave me alone
No one here
Drifting, there's nothing here but distance