"cry that it happened" lyrics

(Sorry)

I went out by myself and
Didn't worry about you drinkin'
I went home, back to Texas
Realized it was your ship that's sinkin'
Such a dichotomy, I'm missin' what you meant to me
And hatin' what you did to me at the same time

I smile 'cause it's over, 'cause damn, we were miserable
Thought bein' without you would make life unlivable
But I'm mostly happy, yeah, I'm gettin' past it
I smile 'cause it's over, over
But sometimes I still cry that it happened
Mm, cry that it happened

I broke down in the publics
People stared, but honestly, fuck it
It's such a dichotomy of holdin' all these memories
And wishin' I could wipe 'em clean at the same time

I smile 'cause it's over, 'cause damn, we were miserable
Thought bein' without you would make life unlivable
But I'm mostly happy, yeah, I'm gettin' past it
I smile 'cause it's over, over
But sometimes I still cry that it happened

It makes me so mad when
It was your hand on the trigger
Yet you're still pointin' fingers
Said goodbye, made me the bad guy
And on a bad night, sometimes I still cry
I still cry
I still cry

And I smile 'cause it's over, 'cause damn, I was miserable
Thought bein' without you would make life unlivable
But I'm mostly happy, yeah, I'm mostly past it
I smile 'cause it's over, over
But sometimes I still cry that it happened

Sometimes I still cry that it happened