"Pitch Black" lyrics

Blasted by desire
I was never enough
Swallowed by the confusion, suppressing the lies
Looking back I won't settle for less
Looking back I see only pitch black

Even if I let go, I drag myself down the rabbit hole
Cold blood mode, caught me by the throat, wrapped a noose around my hands

These were the times, I wouldn't take back
Now all I see only pitch black
I see black (Dead men eyes won't tell who he used to be)
I see black (This burden lies heavy, my shoulders crack)

Welcome to the freak show
This is what you came for?
Pills, pain, comatose
Overdose

Welcome to the freak show
Deepest secrets we know
Are embodied as we grow
Grow old

Welcome to the freak show
Show we weren't made for
I'll cut their heads just to watch it end

You're gone and deceased

I'll cut their heads just to watch it end

These were the times, I wouldn't take back
Now all I see only pitch black
I see black (Dead men eyes won't tell who he used to be)
I see black (This burden lies heavy, my shoulders crack)

Nobody can return the time we've lost
Beneath the surface of our lies, I've buried you
Nobody can return the time we've lost
I once had a soul but I sold it twice