"numb" lyrics

Ohh, yah
Ohh

There's a wall around my heart like a shield of sin
Made of coping mechanisms and medicine
And it's not that I don't wanna try to love again
It's just I don't know how
When my family stopped asking what was wrong with me
And the character flaws turned into personality, woah

I don't know how I got here
I thought I still felt my feet on the ground
And just like that

I'm going numb
And my soul is losing feeling, ohh
Filled up my lungs
But I still don't think I'm breathing, ohh
Dead with a pulse and softly losing control
What have I done?
Please don't let me go
Let me go numb

Don't let me go

There's a look inside your eyes like a fire escape
And it's burning me alive asking why the wait
So dig me up and slow-dance with my bones around the graveyard, ooo
Hallelujah holding to ya like a bride to be
But it never lasts long enough for me to breathe
And it only takes a moment for my mind to freeze back over
And just like that

I'm going numb
And my soul is losing feeling, ohh
Filled up my lungs
But I still don't think I'm breathing, ohh
Dead with a pulse and softly losing control
What have I done?
Please don't let me go
Let me go numb

Ooo
Please don't let me go numb
Ooo
Please don't let me go numb
Ooo
Ooo

Whisper in my right ear saying I have nothing left
(Just these regrets)
Whisper in my left ear say I'm doing nothin' right
(Going all night)
Trying to find your voice in the choir
Filled with false witnesses and liars
Holding on to you
If I lose you for a breath
And just like that

I'm going numb
And my soul is losing feeling, ohh
Filled up my lungs
But I still don't think I'm breathing, ohh
Dead with a pulse and softly losing control
What have I done?
Please don't let me go
Let me go numb