"Death Wish" lyrics

Falling in love in the summer of '16
Me and your crazy, we had a history
Nothing that could save me, I knew it too well
But I find heaven in a little bit of hell
Brought me up, put me down
Leave me broken inside
Built me up, tell me lies
And then change your mind
Just another lesson that I haven't learned yet
Hoping one day it'll make sense

Guess it's the grave I dug
Addicted to toxic love
I know if the high don't kill me this time
I know the comedown always does

You just wanna watch somebody die for you
Bring me to my lowest, that's a high for you
Blew out all the candles on the love we had
Make a death wish 'cause cutie wanted that cab

Oh-oh, make a death wish
Oh-oh, hit the kill switch
Oh-oh, just so we can end this
Blow out all the candles
Go and make a death wish

Falling in love in the winter of '19
Me and your crazy, painting the next scene
Nothing that would save me, I knew it too well
Thought I found heaven, now I'm back in hell
Different love, same pain
What a goddamn train
Different place, same game
I'm a goddamn slave
To a lust for a love that I can't explain
Oh, I know that I need change

Guess it's the grave I dug
Addicted to toxic love
I know if the high don't kill me this time
I know the comedown always does

You just wanna watch somebody die for you
Bring me to my lowest, that's a high for you
Blew out all the candles on the love we had
Make a death wish 'cause cutie wanted that cab

Oh-oh, make a death wish
Oh-oh, hit the kill switch
Oh-oh, just so we can end this
Blow out all the candles
Go and make a death wish