"eucharist ii: BLOOD LOSS" lyrics

I left my keys in the window for the whole world to see
I'll make the planet a widow
Don't you worry about me
Displaying early warning signs
Find your peace, I'm still searching for mine
I watched you die
This can't be real, this can't be my life

I'm losing blood, I cannot eat
I think about you in my sleep
It's getting dark and feeling bleak
Sink my ashes into the deep

I lie awake at night wishing I was dead
Putting both barrels to the side of my head

I think I'm losing blood and the world is getting cold
I think I'm losing blood and the world is getting cold

The tears I have shed, I could cry you a river
Life is temporary, pain is forever
Burdened with the mantle like a bottomless pit
I feel your ghost, I haunt your crypt
April's muddy miserable miasma
My mind is a prison
My chest is a chasm

The day I lost my mind
The day I lost my mind
I'll applaud when the sun explodes
I just want to feel the warmth of the light even if it kills me

I watched the light leave your eyes
I should have stayed, I'd kill for just another day
A thousand roses for your name
I will never love again

She cried out to say my name
The pain will never feel the same

I'm bleeding out
I can't feel my hands now
I don't know what to do
I dug a hole and filled it with you

We may die, but our misery follows us to the grave

On Earth, on Earth, on Earth as it is in hell
I don't know how to feel
I wish It was me
Life isn't worth living
Calling out for me
Calling out for you
I'm sorry I didn't answer
Please don't think I abandoned you
Flowers don't grow
You took all of me with you
Open heart surgery
I am no longer me
I think I'm losing blood
You were the only thing I ever loved
I think I'm losing blood
You were the only thing I ever loved

Wherever you are, please wait for me
Whatever you do, don't forget about me