"Total Eclipse Of Self" lyrics

Stare into the eclipse
The burn is my bliss
Tear my eyes out
Give me a reason to quit

Save your breath
We've reached
The end of the high
Grown familiar with
The blank faces of suicide

I chase the numbness
It gets harder to find it
Can't dull the blade that cuts
Where darkness is hiding

The numbness
I bathed myself in at night
A fading memory
Of perfect design

Stare into the abyss
The void is my bliss
Tear my eyes out
Give me a reason to quit

Will it shift to light again?
In total eclipse
Will the gloom devour me?
In total eclipse

The drugs don't work
The way they used to
Nothing left to numb the pain
Nothing can slow the spin
Nothing to mute the adrenaline

I have to try again
Mute the adrenaline
I have to try again

Cage the wasps in my mouth
Stop the pounding in my chest
Forever I will chase the rush
That makes me forget

So save your breath
Already carved out space in my head
Let it grow inside
I touch the hand of suicide

Can't find forgiveness
The mind never rests

Will it shift to light again?
In total eclipse
Will the gloom devour me?
In total eclipse

Will it shift to light again?
Nothing left to numb the pain
Will the gloom devour me?
Nothing to mute the adrenaline