"Mistakes" lyrics

I've been letting out mistakes
For all of you to hate
When I am not okay
Will all of you still be around?

When I'm lost
The white and brown I bought
When my medicine arrives
I feel very alive

It's not okay to always be in pain
When you're OD'ing who's gonna be at your side?
It's all you buy, and we're shooting all the time
And your friends will start to change
And you're not really the same

[*incomprehensible distorted voices*]

I've been letting out mistakes (I've been letting out mistakes)
For all of you to hate (For all of you to hate)
When I'm not okay
Will all of you still be around? (Will all of you still be around?)

When I'm lost
The white and brown I bought
When my medicine arrives
I feel very alive (I feel very alive)

It's not okay to always be in pain
When you're OD'ing (When I'm OD'ing)
Who's gonna be at your side? (Who's gonna be at my side?)
It's all you buy, and we're shooting all the time (All you buy)
And your friends will start to change (They all change)
And you're not really the same

You're not really the same
You're not really the same (I've been searchin' and I've been wondering)
You're not really the same (I've been searchin' and I've been wondering)
You're not really the same