"Hurt" lyrics

I guess it hurt
When you went and you never returned
And you left me here waiting
For reasons why you wouldn't stay
If you fell apart, I'd give my everything
How could I tell
That you were this hurt for so long
And over and over you know that we'll always go on

And I miss the taste of your lips
The warmth of your hand holding mine

'Cause I have spent so long
Searching for you
And now you're gone
How could you leave me behind?
And I swear I wouldn't miss you
But I do 'cause I'm not alright

And I've made mistakes
You've broken promises
This was the house where we said we'd grow old
Together we built, a home for our love to grown strong
Then you put that knife in my back and now I bleed alone
I bleed alone

I guess it hurt, when you said it wouldn't work
I guess it hurt, when you said you're leaving

Did he do all the things, that I couldn't do?
Do you feel anything from the time I had you?
Did you laugh when I told you, I felt so broken?

'Cause I have spent so long
Searching for you
And now you're gone
How could you leave me behind?
And I swear I wouldn't miss you
But I do 'cause I'm not alright