"Silver Lining" lyrics

When it's time to go you know I'm riding
Keep on moving it's a long road
I can see the sun on the horizon
Sometimes I wonder where it all goes
Looking at the clouds, ain't no silver lining
Lessons give and get taken away
Even when I'm wrong, Lord knows I'm trying
I know tomorrow is a new day

I can't tell you if I'm dreaming or I'm awake
I've been tryna change everything, except for my ways
I'm boutta crash out like a wave, put a mag to my face
So a bullet is the last thing I taste
You feel that? Crying out for help
Sure don't feel bad, broken home
What the fuck's a real dad?
Mine's got mental issues, somehow I'm on prescriptions
And it's hard just living, mental scars from prison

When it's time to go you know I'm riding
Keep on moving it's a long road
I can see the sun on the horizon
Sometimes I wonder where it all goes
Looking at the clouds, ain't no silver lining
Lessons give and get taken away
Even when I'm wrong, Lord knows I'm trying
I know tomorrow is a new day

Never had a dad, but what I had was a grandpa
His name was Leonard, old man was colder than the winter
Showed me how to work hard, told me how to bring home dinner
Grew apart toward the end 'cause I was downbad sinning
All the women drinking, never sipping thinking
I was missing reason, mad as hell for disbelieving
Wish he saw me winning, every step has a reason
Named my youngest after you, Calhoun till' I'm leaving

When it's time to go you know I'm riding
Keep on moving it's a long road
I can see the sun on the horizon
Sometimes I wonder where it all goes
Looking at the clouds, ain't no silver lining
Lessons give and get taken away
Even when I'm wrong, Lord knows I'm trying
I know tomorrow is a new day