"Intrusive Thoughts" lyrics

I have this re-occurring dream
Where I try to cross the street
And everybody I'm intimidated by
Is making fun of me

It's really cool, it's really great
Why can't I just get a break
I guess even when I'm sleeping
I'm so lame

I can't get out of my head
Can't get out of my head
Why does it feel like
Everyone's in on the joke but me

I feel this pressure with my friends
When they ask me how I've been
To lie and make my life seem more exciting
Than it really is

It's really cool it's really great
I'm having fun like everyday
There's not a single part of me
That's going insane

I can't get out of my head
Can't get out of my head
Why does it feel like
Everyone's in on the joke but me

I can't get out of my head
Can't get out of my head
Why does it feel like
Everyone's in on the joke but me

Am I crazy, am I not
Cause I constantly self sabotage
Wish I took my meds but I forgot
Now I'm stuck in my intrusive thoughts
Once it starts it never stops
I hate my inner monologue
I try to get out but I keep getting lost

I guess here we go again
Can't get out of my head
Why does it feel like