"The Rapture Of Dust" lyrics

In the rapture of dust I rebuild
I make sure that the reaper of souls won't collect until it's time to drown
And in the river of time I confess that I needed you more than I ever knew
My heart never changed, it was always you
And I just miss you so fucking much

Heavy hearts and empty eyes
I can't let you see what I can't disguise
And the naked truth it cuts like a knife
You will always be bounded in my history
If this is the last song I ever sing I need you to know that this was therapy
And in the end I'm ready to be set free

I'm back to square one
Here I go again pursuing dreams on my own
I never thought I'd see the very end of me
But I'm falling to my knees
I keep talking to the mirror reflection
You'll never know what you find
When you're searching your mind

I never wanted you to tell me exactly what I need
I never thought that you would see a reason to set me free
Our history is bounded in me
I never dreamed that you would go so far to go your own way
You said you needed time but it was never mine

I feel the current beneath me
Dragging me down in this river of time
If this is the end of all that I am
I will need to let you go

You call this love?
I call this letting go

Stay away from me
I know that everything and everyone will find a reason to just turn around from me
And I never knew my worth
Because I tagged along and made the wrong turns
I made mistakes, I live and I learn

I never thought it feel like this to reminisce
I never thought it hurt like this to exist

In the rapture of dust

Take what you want and what you need from me
What a terrible thing to be
You said you needed time but it was never mine
So come watch me drown

I feel the current beneath me
Dragging me down in this river of time
If this is the end of all that I am
I will need to let you go

Thank you

I feel the current beneath me
Dragging me down in this river of time
If this is the end of all that I am
I will need to let you go