"The Cure For Dying Alone" lyrics

I'm afraid you don't know the half of it
And I pray you'd never know
'Cause if I went to Heaven, I'd find a way
To make it to Hell alone

'Cause I can't
No, I can't show you who I once was
'Cause I can't show you all the loss

Feels like I'm staring at the sun
Before it rips all air
Out from my lungs, from my lungs, from my lungs
It's the same old story, same old bores
Learn to crawl before you fall
And that's the point of it all
A cure for dying alone

I'ma see your what, ifs and whys
Getting lost again in my ocean mind
(In my ocean mind)

With no sense of path or direction
Nothing more than a shadow's reflection
My own shadow's deflected

Feels like I'm staring at the sun
Before it rips all air
Out from my lungs, from my lungs, from my lungs
It's the same old story, same old bores
Learn to crawl before you fall
And that's the point of it all
A cure for dying alone

Yet, I can't
No, I can't
Show you who I am
Yet, I can't
No, I can't
Show you who I am

Feels like I'm staring at the sun
Before it rips all air
Out from my lungs, from my lungs, from my lungs
It's the same old story, same old bores
Learn to crawl before you fall
And that's the point of it all
A cure for dying alone