"I Endeavor" lyrics

Describe the ability to feel
A reality far from real
Give me the meaning behind this touch
Yield speech to the vibe that you clutch
Grant me the truth I've longed for a lifetime
And liberate my soul from my now elapsed crime

A tear to cause not liquid to draw from my eyes
A hallow's beginning to now sever my ties
For a smile so warm I endeavor to retrace my heartbeat
To grasp a cure for the disease condemning me to my defeat
It burns, it penetrates my very flesh
To devour it whole... It reeks
It torments my poisoned flesh
To savour it all

Feelings reviving
There's no denying
Is this a blessing or a curse?
What is the remorse?
This sensation inside me
Give me the meaning behind this curse
A howling echo binding with magic
An ever-recurring process in ceramic
A tranquilizing scent densely growing to play its role
To delicately disperse through every poorly patched hole

It burns, it penetrates my very flesh
To devour it whole... It reeks
It torments my poisoned flesh
To savour it all
Can you explain this?
Give me a reason
Feelings reviving
There's no denying
This is a blessing, not a curse
Describe the ability to feel
A reality far from real
Give me the meaning!