"Even If I Lose Again" lyrics

I ran head first into a wall
But that didn't help to forget you, ow
At least I felt something
It's better than nothing
I would say that was a breakthrough, now

When I go walking, I just feel numb
Want to get through but I just don't know how
And when I start talking I lose my tongue
I ran head first and now I'm falling down

I ran head first and now I'm falling down
I ran head first and now I'm falling down

Now my head hurts because of the wall
Made my ears ring and I can't take the sound
Thought I was bluffing
Better than nothing
In a few years I won't be feeling down

When I go walking, I just feel numb
Want to get through but I just don't know how
And when I start talking I lose my tongue
I ran head first and now I'm falling down

I ran head first and now I'm falling down
I ran head first and now I'm falling down

I thought I'd learn to numb the pain again
And if I never break the chain, oh well

I thought I'd learn to numb the pain again
And if I never break the chain
I ran head first and now I'm falling down