"Thru [Depression]" lyrics

I thought you were the one
Memories turn to trauma
Look at what we've done
Look at what you've done
I'm lonely right beside you
Built a life with you in mind too
Now look what I've become
The ghost of what you want

Oh I never thought I'd ever say
I wish I could have it any other way
But I don't, that's how I know

I'm so through, I'm too bruised
The lies you threw, my way
And I can't prove, my worth to you
I've tried but ooh
Every time I saw the signs
And lost my mind
I saw the signs
And lost my mind

Without you in the open
Praying all I'm hoping
The best is yet to come
The best is yet to come
There's nothing I could help it
Was way too overwhelming
When did this stop being love?
This ain't what I want, damn

I'm so through, I'm too bruised
The lies you threw, my way
And I can't prove, my worth to you
I've tried but ooh
Every time I saw the signs
And lost my mind
I saw the signs
And lost my mind, yeah