"you first" lyrics

I know, you really wanna hurt me again, cause it's fun for you
But I know, I'd wreck my life if I ever trusted you
Fuck you, you, baby you only
Wasted time that you owed me
I'd rather be alone alone on my own
It's fair to say that this ain't working
Pain I did not deserve
Fuck you, you left me in the dirt
Got me wishing that I hurt you first
You first, you first, you first

What was I supposed to expect
You're a ten outta ten and I'm a seven at best
Swear I should've known better than to fall for a catch
Leave a trail of broken hearts wherever you step
And now I'm all alone, all alone
My heart is sinking like a stone, like a stone
You don't care how I been doing, you really don't
Oh, and I'm starting to realize that you didn't all along

I know, you really wanna hurt me again, cause it's fun for you
But I know, I'd wreck my life if I ever trusted you
Fuck you, you, baby you only
Wasted time that you owed me
I'd rather be alone alone on my own
It's fair to say that this ain't working
Pain I did not deserve
Fuck you, you left me in the dirt
Got me wishing that I hurt you first
You first, you first, you first