"go away" lyrics

I can't find a reason to make you stay, just go away
And I can't find a feelin' that makes me say, say that I love you
Raise the white flag, surrender
You can't hold on forever, like you always do
So you act like you care, how could you think this is fair?
'Cause I always knew, I always knew, I always knew
I always knew, you couldn't tell the truth (Oh, oh)
And I was nothing (Wastin' time)
I was nothing (Wastin' time, wastin' time)

I can't think, think my mind went blank
And I think I'm insane, I just threw my brain
But you wanna pick, I know I won't be back
I run away to escape the shit that I'm afraid of in every way
Feel like a waste of space, I watch my feelings run away
A walking skeleton, I sit here in dismay
I fought it so many times, I made so many mistakes
You always plead me to change
But I can never arrange my ways
I always seem to find a way for me to escape
I don't wanna open one more chapter, open a page
I've been given too many chances
I fuck up every single hand that I'm dealt with

Wastin' time, wastin' time, I'm wastin' time
Wastin' time, wastin' time, I'm wastin' time (Wastin' time)
Wastin' all my time
Wastin' all my time
Wastin' all my-