"I Ate The Most" lyrics

I'm not afraid like you're not gay
And you're not old like I'm on the spectrum
Every day you look up in my body
There's 'heavy' and 'heavier'

I was nine when I left my body
The Silver Chair and Rillian
No regrets, just things that will haunt me
Maybe I'll bury them

You are through with me on your shoulders
I feel that I feel the most
You are through with me on your shoulders
I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did

You're smooth like she loved my father
Amen
Sometimes I eat till I vomit
There's heavy and there's heavier

I'm nine and I love my mommy
Silver hair and Ritalin
If I'm safe, then love is a spectrum
Sweet like lemon

I can't move with you on my shoulders
I feel that I feel the most
You are through with me on your shoulders
But I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did

I'd like to fly
I'd like to fly
I'd like to fly

You can't move with me on your shoulders
I feel that I feel the most
You are through with me on your shoulders
I can prove that I ate the most 'cause I did