"Not Today (LOLT Version)" lyrics

One day, I won't be afraid of my head
One day, I will not be chained to my bed
One day, I'll forget the day he left
But surely not today

One day, I won't need a Ph.D.
To sit me down and tell me what it all means
Maybe one day it'll be a breeze
But surely not today

But surely not today

Oh, you don't know what sadness means
'Til you're too sad to fall asleep
One day, I'll be snoozing peacefully
But surely not today

Surely not today

One day, I'll swear the pain will be a blip
I'll have the hardest time recalling it
I'll be the king of misery management
Yeah, but surely not today

One day, that song won't make me cry anymore
One day, I'll get up off the bathroom floor
Oh, piece-by-piece I'll be restored
But surely not today, yeah

Eh, not today

Oh, you don't know what happy means
If it's only in your dreams
I'll be acquainted with my jollities
But surely not today, yeah

Yeah, not today

Surely not, surely not, surely not, ooh

One day, the thought of him won't hurt the same
Won't need distractions to get through the day
I guess I hope I'm gonna be okay
'Cause I'm not today