"pretty world" lyrics

I wish I knew you back when I was small
'Cause you make me feel like I'm ten feet tall
When I'm kicking myself, making it worse
You're here to tell me, there's more I deserve

I don't feel like me again, I better work it out
'Cause I'm spilling my feelings just to please the crowd
And I like to think I'm blind to all the doubters
At the back of my mind, throwing pebbles just to make cracks

It's so dissonant, I know it doesn't matter
But it still hurts a bit
So I say

I wish I knew you back when I was small
'Cause you make me feel like I'm ten feet tall
When I'm kicking myself, making it worse
You're here to tell me, there's more I deserve
I want to be loved, I wanna be enough
I think I'm in love with your pretty world
Can we just stay here

Feels so unfamiliar the closer that I get
It's all I ever wanted, so can't you take it
I know it's stupid, I'm not complaining
But I can't trust now, and that's draining
But it's worth it when someone says they're proud

And it's so difficult knowing you'll be happy
But it's still cyclical
And I say

I wish I knew you back when I was small
'Cause you make me feel like I'm ten feet tall
When I'm kicking myself, making it worse
You're here to tell me, there's more I deserve
I want to be loved, I wanna be enough
I think I'm in love with your pretty world
Can we just stay here

Can we just stay in this world; I feel like I'm home
Can't take away this feeling now I'm never alone
If it's not us together, then I don't wanna know
But can we just stay in this world; I know that I'm home now
Can we just stay in this world; I feel like I'm home
Can't take away this feeling now I'm never alone
If it's not us together, then I don't wanna know
But can we just stay in this world; I know that I'm home now