"Pathetic" lyrics

I'm hurting, you know
You're probably fine while I'm sleeping alone
Is your bed getting cold?
Or do you have someone there you can hold?
While I'm starving myself, can't sleep or eat
Oh my God, nothing helps
I put me through hell
Giving you heaven
I hope that you're well

All the stupid things I did to keep you here

Loved you 'til I didn't love me
You'd mess up and I'd say sorry
Swear I needed you and meant it
God I'm so fucking pathetic
Drink too much and pull up your name
Text you to see if you're awake
No response, I know you read it
God I'm so fucking pathetic

All my friends know
It's been a year now I can't let you go
And it's starting to scare me
'Cause feeling this way's feeling too comfortable
Wish I could wake up
My brain would tell my heart
That you're not the one
But you're in my blood
God I'm so dramatic, I need to shut up

Ooh, loved you 'til I didn't love me
You'd mess up and I'd say sorry
Swear I needed you and meant it
God I'm so fucking pathetic
Drink too much and pull up your name
Text you to see if you're awake
No response, I know you read it
God I'm so fucking pathetic

Don't say you didn't love me
You know that's all a lie
Don't say you didn't want me
Don't say it, say it

Loved you 'til I didn't love me
You'd mess up and I'd say sorry
Swear I needed you and meant it
God I'm so fucking pathetic
Drink too much and pull up your name
Text you to see if you're awake
No response, I know you read it
God I'm so fucking pathetic