"On & On" lyrics

Night hits different
Wishing I can sleep again
Started off innocent
It's time when all the dreams
Just got worse, you see
So what does it mean?

That you're still here, here, here
Almost there, there, there
So close, fear, fear, fear
Best night, here, here, here

Cold sweat covers all my thoughts
I wanna but I rather not
Play a song, repeat it, figured all these thoughts
It's crazy to believe
You left me to defeat
I already gave the best of me

Yet you're still here, here, here
Almost there, there, there
So close, fear, fear, fear
Best night, here, here, here

The contents of my dreams ain't even fit to share
This world is lonely as it seems, at least I been prepared
I left no feelings spared, still, I care for you
There for you in this world
Wears on you, where was I?
By your side like a pair, two of a kind
Back when we were aligned, back when you was still mine
Back until the back and forth, I'm backing out the garage
I could double back, my rear view looking like a mirage
Happier days, table breaking at the Mirage
Vegas, not with the guys, just you and I, do or die
Can you blow the die for me when I try my luck again?
Before we kick the bucket, fuck it, can we fall in love again?
I know all these other men on your neck, and that's cool
I know all these other chicks want a check, and that's true
I know all you ever wanted was depth
A conversation that meant something, fuck all of the flexing

That you're still here, here, here
Almost there, there, there
So close, fear, fear, fear
Best night, here, here, here