"Addicted" lyrics

It's not that I don't miss you
But I got issues to settle
Lotta competition
I don't want you stuck in the middle
I push people away
I think I need me some alone time
It's kinda liberating
Haven't felt this way in a long time

Alone in my room
I been thinking for days
Anxiety coming my way
Hate to be addicted but the feeling's amazing
Yeah

It's hard to show you love
I can't even love myself
Feel like I'm destroying my health
Know you see climb up and you see me fail

I'm addicted to you
You you you
I'm addicted to you
You you you
I'm addicted to you
You you you, yeah
I'm addicted to you you oh

I been going off
Setting up my template
Tryna hit me up
Get out of my damn face
We can not be 20
Eating off the same plate
Pray my baby feel me
Hope we on the same page

Been here for a year
Running around the city
Vision getting clear
Every move is risky
Tired of saying sorry
You're being too forgiving
Speaking from the heart
But making bad decisions

Never gave a "why"
Some things I keep to myself
Oh I
I'm going through a process

It's hard to show you love
I can't even love myself
Feel like I'm destroying my health
Know you see climb up and you see me fail

I'm addicted to you
You you you
I'm addicted to you
You you you
I'm addicted to you
You you, yeah
I'm addicted to you you oh