"No. 1" lyrics

Last night my life was crumbling down, down
So I made a pact to wake up, turn this ship around
I can't recall a single holiday, except the one I made today
This time I won't let myself get knocked down, down

I've seen the bottom
So I'm climbing up the fucking walls, walls, walls
Never again, that's what they said

There's no one but you
Will ever understand the things you do
No one but me
Could never change who I wanna be
No one can say
Just how special you deserve to be
You know there's no one but you

Last year my world was burning, falling apart
So I made a plan to clean it up, make a brand new start, art yea
I can't recall a single happy day
I guess that's just the price I pay

There's no one but you
Will ever understand the things you do
No one but me
Could never change who I wanna be
No one can say
Just how special you deserve to be
You know there's no one but you

You had to crash down
Just to turn it around

You had to crash down
Just to turn it around

Let's face it, I've been holding onto the past
Feeling bad about all the things I used to have
It never dawned on me that maybe I'm the one to blame
I'm the conductor of my very own crazy train

I know she hates me for the poison in the things I say
Last night was crazy

There's no one but you
Will ever understand the things you do
No one but me
Could never change who I wanna be
No one can say
Just how special you deserve to be
You know there's no one